anne: report on first assignment Oct 21, 2012

Blog post Anne 4

[from anne, October 21, 5:54 p.m.]

Master David and The Circle,

As my first official day of the 14 began I was both extremely excited and horribly nervous. I did not know what to expect and worried that my actions would not be pleasing to Master David or The Circle. When I woke up and read what I was instructed to do I was terrified. I have never had someone control ever aspect of my life as Master David would be doing. I did not know if I could successfully carry out his orders and I was sick with fear of what might happen if I were to disappoint him. I was determined to do exactly as he ordered. 

The morning was the most difficult for me. It is a major change to my normal routine. All I wanted to do was to go to my own bathroom but I knew that I would not fail so easily. I had errands to do in the morning and I tried to concentrate on getting those things done. It was very difficult. I was constantly reminded of my position and my impending great humiliation. I was not as productive as I had hoped and fell behind on my to do list for the morning. The constant struggle to not use the bathroom was very difficult and sometimes painful. It was an endless reminder of what I will become. 

It was finally noon and I was allowed to use the bathroom. I stopped at a restaurant and used their restroom. I followed Master David's instructions for using the bathroom and felt a mix of happiness and pleasure for following his orders and extreme humiliation and fear. I quickly completed my task and left as soon as I could. After I left I knew that the next time I went to that restaurant that I would be reminded of my place and of my humiliation. 

My afternoon was spent at home completing weekend tasks and a few projects that Master David had instructed me to do. One task was the editing and cleaning up of our chat log which forced me to read and re-read our conversation over and over, making me relive every second of humiliation and pleasure. It amazes me what power words on a screen can have. Another task was my introduction email to The Circle. As I was writing and re-writing the email I was constantly thinking if I would be pleasing and adequate to the members of The Circle. I still hope that I can please every member now and in the coming days. 

I was also instructed to watch two videos and contemplate what clues they may give me about my future. The videos made me think of Master David's comment about needing someone to administer my pain. Putting myself in the place of the sub getting her titties smacked made me soaking wet almost instantly. I could not believe the effect it had on me. The video where the sub was pierced on her cunt and nipples more times than I could count terrified me. I was shaking with fear not knowing what Master David had in mind for me. 

I have only masturbated while watching the videos as instructed. My schedule today made it difficult to find time to indulge selfish needs. While I was told that I should indulge myself and masturbate when I wanted I have not allowed myself to cum. Master David's instructions were to masturbate and I did not want to disobey his wishes because I could not show self restraint. 

This evening I carried out my requirements for using the bathroom. I went to a gas station and followed his instructions exactly. I felt dirty and useless while following his instructions. I left as soon as I had gotten dressed and cried as I drove home. Knowing that it is something inside me that makes me want to do what Master David tells me to is a difficult thing to understand at times. But I know that for 14 days I will do as I'm told. 

After composing myself when I returned home I tried to finish my to do list for the day. The entire night I have thought of my place and my reactions to the day's events. I am both aroused and stunned by my total willingness to please Master David. 

I hope that Master David and The Circle finds my report adequate. 

I have attached the photo for your enjoyment.

anne

anne: chat log Oct 21, 2012

I've posted anne's second chat. This time, JohnC and Joe were also online. We began testing some of her limits and her ability to get into online roleplay. Again, no orgasm.

This chat is posted on the "Chat Logs" page as "anne.2012.1021".

 

anne: chat log Oct 20, 2012

I've added a log of anne's first chat session, held October 20, 2012. You can find it by clicking the "Chat Logs" item in the menu above.

Her first chat lasted over an hour. anne was put through some obedience tests, including putting her dirty panties over her face.

She wasn't allowed to cum this time.

New blog featuring punana

Our longest standing submissive has been instructed to maintain her own blog. This brings some of our best roleplay into a single place. She will be posting status regularly, including descriptions and pictures.

She will also continue logging all sexual encounters she has with H or members of the Circle.

The blog is at : http://submissivepunanyforh.blogspot.com.

If you've enjoyed reading her posts, please do subscribe.

(In case you've been wondering, "punana" is an assigned submissive title based on the word "punany". Legend (specifically http://www.urbandictionary.com) has it that the word came from India by way of Jamaica.)

painslut_jake: My Mistress's cold cold plans

my Mistress took the time to send me another Email. In it, She outlined something She wants me to do. She understands i am eager to please Her, but that i cannot attempt this until next week. Her Words are here:

I just wanted to let my little whore know I've thought of something I'd love for my pain slut to do.  I don't know if you have a massaging shower hand wand in your shower, but if you do not, then get one as soon as possible.
 
Turn it on the hard solid throbbing stream. Aim it right at your balls. With the water set all the way to cold. Then squat in the shower and aim the cold stream right at your greedy ass cunt.

While you're squatting you will go between your greedy little cunt and balls. Teasing and torturing yourself till you can't squat any more. 

You may wait until next week, but I expect a report by Wednesday.

My Goddess's Suggestion scares me. i fear that the ice cold water will freeze my balls and i will not be able to feel the sweet Pain She offers me from the hard, solid stream. i am blushing to admit that i reread Her Email several times, my excitement growing with each read. i can feel the stream of water at my anus, pushing, probing, insistent on penetration. i can feel my hole wanting to clench against the cold while at the same time wanting to open, hungry to be penetrated.

i am very excited.

a punana; Spanked & anal

Sir David, Sir John, Tiffany, Master Joe, Ladies and Gentlemen of The Circle,

a punana had had a hard day at work; well, a tough week. At home, it was a little petulant and it snapped at H over something and nothing. Quickly a punana remembered its place and apologised to H and suggested that it deserved to be punished; knowing that H had also had a frustrating few days at work.

To a punana’s surprise, H agreed and told it to remove its jeans and panties and get across His lap. it felt deeply humiliated to be in this position but, at the same time, a punana was loving it. 

 

H administered 20 slaps; 10 to each cheek. Silently, a punana counted as it relished the smacks, although they were not as hard as a punana would secretly have liked.

When H had finished, a punana slipped to the floor and got into position to demonstrate how sorry it was by worshiping H’s cock. But H had other ideas and He told it to get on the sofa on all fours.

He got behind a punana and pushed into its ass and started to ass-fuck it harder than ever before; usually, H is quite gentle when He uses a punana’s ass. This time He rammed into its ass, even grabbing a fistful of its hair as He did so.

 

That was enough to give a punana its first ever orgasm from anal and seconds later H shot His hot load into it.

After a few moments, it went to the kitchen to clean up, wiping up any cum that trickled from its ass with a finger which it then sucked clean. Then it returned to clean H’s cock using moist wipes; it cannot yet bring itself to use its mouth to clean His cock after It had been in its ass.

H said He hoped that He had not been too rough and a punana assured Him that it enjoyed it and told Him that a punana had had its first anal orgasm. H smiled and said that maybe it would not be the last and H told a punana to get dressed as Friday night was pub night.

It had been a humiliating and quite painful evening but a punana had a smile on its face for the rest of the evening. 

a punana

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