Friday, January 24, 2014

a punana; a decision

H and a punana had a good Christmas and New Year, mainly spent with family and friends. However, on the middle Sunday H and it had nothing planned and were looking forward to a day on O/our own.
The weather was dull and rainy when H and it awoke and it felt so cosy I bed. The last few days had been busy and there had been little time for sex. a punana had missed H’s Cock and so it slid down under the covers seeking that wonderful member.
it stroked H’s Cock, feeling it harden in its hand and then it kissed the head lovingly before taking it into its mouth and giving Him a long relaxed blow-job, relishing, as always, the taste and feel of His beautiful Cock in its mouth and throat. All too soon, a punana was rewarded as H came long and hard, filling its mouth with His delicious and precious spunk which a punana gratefully drank down, delighting both in pleasuring H and in being the receptacle for His cum.
a punana then went down to the kitchen to put on some coffee and to fetch the newspaper. A little later, a punana went back down to fetch the coffee for both H and it but, as it returned to the bedroom, it spilt a small amount from H’s mug. Apologising, a punana asked if it was to be punished. And without waiting for an answer, it took off its robe and lay face down across H’s lap.
From the corner of its eye, a punana saw H smile as he took a sip of His coffee before laying twenty or so sharp spanks on a punana’s upturned buttocks.
Getting up, a punana thanked H and noticed that He was hard again. Reaching out to stroke His Cock, it whispered, “Ready for another round?” He just nodded and smiled in reply so a punana straddled Him and impaled its cunt on His magnificent Cock, riding Him until He came again and having two glorious orgasms itself in the process. Well it was Christmas, so a punana hoped it would be permitted to cum. 
After an hour or so reading the papers, H and it got up and had a leisurely brunch and spent the afternoon watching films on the TV.
In the evening, H and it both showered, dressed and walked – the long way round for some fresh air and exercise - down to the pub for a few drinks.
During the course of the evening, as a punana, was talking to someone it let slip a swear word. a punana knows that H does not like it to swear and it glanced at Him and mouthed the word ‘sorry’ to Him. Later, as H and it walked home in the rain, a punana said it was sorry and that it knew that it deserved to be punished again.
As soon as H and it were home, it ran up to the bedroom, stripped naked and returned carrying one of His leather belts and a tube of lube. it lay over the arm of the sofa with its ass upmost and held out the belt to Him.
He hesitated but then laid twelve surprisingly sharp strokes on a punana’s ass which had it gasping in pain. Just  a dozen but they really stung!
When He had finished and put down the belt, a punana stayed in position and handed Him the tube of lubrication, saying, “I thought You might like to…”
H understood the meaning and nodded as He started to squirt a blob of the gel around its ass-hole. Then, without a word, He took out His already hard Cock, positioned Himself behind a punana and slowly but firmly pushed in. a punana gasped as its anal muscle stretched to accommodate Him. Ass-fucking is no longer truly painful for a punana but it was in considerable discomfort as H began to fuck in and out, building a steady rhythm.
H had cum twice already today so He was happy to take His time. At one stage He grabbed a handful of its hair, yanking its head back. Other times He was fondling its tits. But when He reached down and began to rub a punana’s cunt and clit, a punana exploded into a shattering orgasm
This was enough for H and He quickly shot His load into a punana’s ass.
After using a tissue to clean Him, a punana went up to the bathroom and used its fingers to scoop up the cum that was by now oozing out, and it sucked its fingers clean.
a punana stayed nude for the rest of the evening, snuggling up to H and revelling in the wonderful glow emanating from its beaten bum cheeks.
This wonderful day in which H had punished a punana twice and used all three of its holes, convinced a punana that H deserved a punana’s total focus and it has decided that it must step away from The Circle; at least for the time being.
a punana most humbly thanks Sir David and all members of The Circle for taking the time to teach a punana its true nature. Whether a punana can control its craving or it comes crawling back to The Circle remains to be seen.
But for the moment, it msut say farewell and thank You all.      

Friday, January 10, 2014

considering punana's fate

The recent revelation by our punana that it has been attempting to serve two masters is disturbing. Joe and others have exchanged email with me, making suggestions as to how we might move forward. I have been in touch with the gentleman who had been in position of Master prior to punana approaching the Circle. He has no interest in continuing the relationship, he feels that abandoning her is sufficient punishment. I am tempted to do the same. The reason I am considering this is that the punana has proven beyond the shadow of a doubt that she seeks to be used and humiliated, that she seeks to serve, that she feels a powerful need to be under the control of a dominant she can trust and who can fulfill her needs even as she fulfills theirs. It's difficult to consider a worse punishment that to abandon her at this point. She would find herself without us or the prior Dom. She would be relegated back to the way she lives in RL: the occasional spanking, the minor satisfaction of being used anally, and spending all of her free time surfing the Internet for the special type of porn she craves. I am not making a decision at this time. I would like to hear from others before I weigh the pros and cons of continuing to work with her.

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

a punana; a confession

a punana has a confession to make. it has been serving The Circle since mid-2012 and knows that it has been extremely honoured and fortunate to be permitted to do so.
However, all during this time it has also been serving another Dom, who has previously expressed His wish to remain anonymous. In fact, a punana has been registered as being slave to This Dom on the International Slave Register, under a different slave-name, since September 2008.
a punana cannot apologise enough either to This Dom or to members of The Circle for this deceit. it can offer no explanation for its actions except that it is a slut of the lowest, most depraved kind and that it is totally controlled by its craving for pain, degradation and humiliation.
a punana knows its behaviour is totally unacceptable but it most humbly begs for forgiveness from both The Dom and from members of The Circle and assures all that there will be no repetition of this kind of behaviour.
Further, a punana humbly begs that The Dom and members of The Circle decide on an appropriate punishment for this unworthy creature, it will do anything it possibly can to atone for its inexcusable behaviour.