Saturday, November 23, 2013

The punana's afternoon

The punana performed quite adequately this morning (morning for me, afternoon for her).

It arrived one hour later than it had scheduled. The reason offered was that it had miscalculated EST based on its own time zone in the UK.  As you might imagine, waiting a full hour for my treat didn't put me in a good mood. The session was a very painful 90 minutes, culminating with a quite intense orgasm.

The punana should be posting a description of the session sometime soon either here or at her own blog. I will post the chat log on the "chat logs" page of this site for your reading enjoyment.

punana's afternoon preparations

Our punana offered itself to me several days ago and today is the day I will accept that offer. The session is less than an hour away and I thought it would be good to do some "pre-game commentary", as it were.

I have been off on other projects these last few months and haven't posted or written much. Things have not lightened up for me much and I don't expect my activity level to significantly change, but the punana's offer intrigued me.

Why?

Our punana has been part of the Circle longer than an other submissive. Her/it's devotion is unquestioned and its obedience is absolute. When she initially presented herself - a fan of my writing who sought to make her fantasies real - she was clearly an intelligent, highly motivated married woman who wanted to explore things she couldn't explore at home. Her dedication to H is commendable and her desire to bring some of her own fantasies into the bedroom attracted me. If only every man had such a woman! Not merely in terms of submissiveness and obedience, but in terms of wanting to "play" in the bedroom. To explore the limits of each other's bodies, of each other's desires. I haven't been in contact with many people who are in couples like that.

Over the course of the last two years or so, she has crossed so many boundaries, violated so many taboos, submitted herself to so many of the whims and fancies of various members of the Circle one cannot help but look forward to the next session. The limits of her depravity are yet to be found and her desire to please is boundless.

Which leads to today.

I need a break. I have been working hard, juggling too many real life responsibilities, commitments, and duties. There are other submissives in the Circle with whom I could find relief, the punana's timing happened to be perfect.

But, enough singing the praises of the lowest of the low! Corollary to what I wrote above is the plain and simple fact that this is a mature, attractive woman who has lowered herself to the level of an "it" and is presenting itself to me for any type of experience I choose.

And, while I find Leigh much more attractive and intelligent (and possibly even more willing to submit to anything I propose), Anne much easier to shame and humiliate, and Tiffany a much better bed partner, the punana's timing just happened to be right.

Such are the vagaries of life!

a punana; preparing for a chat II

Today is the day; later a punana will be doing a live text chat with Sir David. a punana is both excited and scared; what will He have a punana do to itself? a punana is sure it will be both painfull and humiliating.

Sir David instructed a punana to find the largest things it could take in its ass and in its throat. it considered a banana for its throat and a squirty cream can for its ass, but it was afraid the lid of the can would come off.
So it settled on dildos, for its throat a soft bendy one 7" long and 1.5" diameter which is about 4.5 - 5" circumference.


For its ass it chose a black dildo with a knobbly ribbed surface, 6" long but 2.25" diameter which is scarily about 7" circumference.


a punana got ass-fucked again last night by its Husband, H. Again a punana rode on top of Him, impaling its ass on His lovely cock. H actually said that it bothered Him that a punana didn't get to cum when He ass-fucked it but a punana assured Him that His pleasure was what mattered and that it didn't matter whether a punana had an orgasm or not.

By the way, H does not use the name 'a punana'; that name is reserved for use by The Circle and anyone They decide.

a punana can hardly wait for 5 o'clock to come around!!!

Friday, November 22, 2013

a punana; preparing for a chat

a punana has offered itself to Sir David for a live text chat. Normally, Sir David invites other members of The Circle to these chats but He wants a punana for Himself this time. a punana likes it when there are others there to participate in, or merely witness, its suffering and degradation but, of course, it accepts Sir David's decision.

In preparation, Sir David has instructed a punana to find the biggest things it can take in its ass and in its throat. a punana has ideas and will experiment later today and will report tomorrow.

Sir David also instructed a punana to persuade its Husband, H, to fuck it in its ass as often as it can before the chat. H used to be reluctant to use a punana's ass but no longer and He readily agreed last night. Usually, when H fucks its ass it is in the doggy position but, last night, for only the second time when being ass-fucked a punana rode on top. H clearly enjoyed it as a punana rode His beautiful cock and a punana will try to repeat this tonight. After all, it is only right the a punana should 'do the work' when pleasuring H.

Anal fucking used to hurt a punana terribly but now it is reasonably comfortable; but then a punana's pain or pleasure is irrelevant, all that matters is H's pleasure.

Sir David told a punana thaat it should be somewhere reasonably soundproof for the chat so He clearly expects a punana to be crying out in pain. a punana must admit to being a little scared of whatever He has in mind; but it is also excited and aroused by the prospect.