Thursday, July 25, 2013

a punana; an apology

During its training by The Circle, a punana has been made to understand its low status and that it must show respect to all. However, before its training a punana had not understood the need for it to show this respect. a punana has been instructed to write an apology for any disrespect it may have shown before it became enlightened as to its true status.



Ladies and Gentlemen of The Circle,

Over the last fifteen months that a punana has been controlled and trained by The Circle, it has been made to understand its status in life. a punana now knows that it is sub-human; an animal, and not even an upper animal like a dog or a cat. No, a punana belongs among the lower animals; it should be crawling on the ground with the worms and bugs.

As such, a punana knows that it must display respect to all of a higher status; all Ladies and Gentlemen, including other slaves and submissives and all upper animals; dogs, cats, horses etc.

As a part of a punana showing appropriate respect, it understands that the pleasure of all others must be its first priority; in particular its Husband, H, and all members of The Circle, again, this includes the slaves and submissives of The Circle. Any pleasure or pain experienced by a punana while providing this pleasure to others is of no importance.

However, a punana did not always behave in this way. Before coming under the control of The Circle and being re-educated, a punana definitely had submissive tendencies. But it now understands that a punana used this submissiveness as a means of experiencing pleasure itself.

For this a punana humbly apologises to every Lady and Gentleman who a punana failed to show respect by putting Their pleasure as its paramount priority.

a punana became sexually active at the age of sixteen; it gave its first blow-job shortly after its sixteenth birthday and its first cunt-fucking came a few weeks later. But the very use of the expression ‘gave a blow-job’ illustrates what was wrong with a punana at that time. What a punana should have done, in order to show respect, was not to give a blow-job but to orally worship the cock that was presented to it.

Further, at that time, although a punana was considered pretty, it was tall and lanky with a flat chest. As a consequence, a punana now understands that it was using sex as a means of courting popularity with boys; or Young Gentlemen as a punana should properly refer to Them.

In addition, a punana, at least in part sucked and fucked because it enjoyed it. a punana’s enjoyment is, of course, totally immaterial.

For not displaying the correct respect to all those Young Gentlemen, a punana most abjectly apologises.

Then while at university, a punana would be critical of other girls… Young Ladies, especially those who a punana saw as rivals. a punana would find something to find fault with even the most attractive Young Lady. Sometimes these comments would be made to the Young Lady, sometimes it would comment behind Her back or maybe it was an unspoken thought.

Whichever, a punana was disrespectful by word or thought which it now understands is unacceptable from such a low creature towards its betters and a punana unreservedly apologises to all those Young Ladies.

Also while a university, a punana persuaded several Young Gentlemen and one Young Lady to spank its ass, all at different times. With the Young Gentlemen, They all hand spanked a punana for a short time before turning it over and fucking a punana. This would leave a punana frustrated and resentful as it had wanted to experience a proper hard spanking.

Of course, a punana now knows that what it wanted didn’t matter; the pleasure of the Young Gentlemen was all that mattered and a punana would like to beg for forgiveness from each of the Young Gentlemen for even thinking that a punana’s desires counted for anything.  

a punana would particularly like to apologise to the Young Lady that a punana had a relationship with. She was clearly not comfortable when a punana persuaded Her to administer twenty strokes with a belt to its ass. while a punana loved every stroke it now realises that the Young Lady’s feeling were all important and a punana begs Her forgiveness for putting its needs and desires before Hers.

These are just a few examples of a punana not putting the pleasure of others before its own needs and desires. it acknowledges that this kind of behaviour and way of thinking is totally unacceptable from a punana, which only exists for the pleasure of others.

Again, a punana wishes to apologise most sincerely to all who have received less than the absolute respect from a punana that Their superior status deserves.

Since coming under the control of The Circle some fifteen months ago, a punana has been made to understand its true status and that it exists only to obey and provide pleasure for others. Also, it now understands that every human, Gentleman or Lady, is so superior to a punana and deserving of total respect.

a punana wishes to thank all the members of The Circle for making a it understand its true nature. In particular, it wishes to thank the more active members; Sir David, Sir John, Tiffany, Mistress Addison, Master Joe and Master Jack.

They have been most skilful in peeling away the layers which disguised a punana as a human woman and revealing the lower animal that a punana truly is.

No disrespect is meant towards Tiffany; She has instructed a punana that She wishes to be addressed in that way; without a title.

a punana no longer gives blow-jobs or sucks cock, now it worships and adores Master H’s cock whenever it is honoured to be allowed to do so. When that magnificent cock is presented to a punana it becomes the centre of a punana’s universe; nothing else matters than to give pleasure to Master H and His beautiful cock. Of course, the idea of spitting out Master H’s precious cum never even enters a punana’s head; to even think of doing so would be the ultimate disrespect.

a punana also freely offers its ass to Master H for His pleasure, even actively encouraging Master H to use that fuck-hole; but only if that is what He wants. a punana’s needs, desires and its pleasure and suffering are totally irrelevant.

a punana sincerely hopes that it has displayed its contrition for any past disrespect, that it has shown that it has learned its lesson and that it now knows its place.

a punana

1 comment:

  1. Very well said dear.

    For those of you who might be interested, the essay was written at the command of Master Joe. He got the idea from a story he read, in which the submissive was ordered to write about her lack of proper respect for her betters.

    Our punana delivered the essay in a timely manner and is to be acknowledged for that, very good work, dear.

    It's reassuring to know that you so completely understand and embrace your place in the world.

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